Big Softie

enough about true jimbo this and true jimbo that. i'm going to blog whatever i want right now. it could be serious, it could be funny. i won't stick to just being jimbo cause it is boring. jimbo is kinda like a one dimensional character.

anyway, the true jimbo, he is a softie and a big one too. i've just watched finished the first episode of season 3 of the BEST SHOW. you guessed it! the O.C.

i nearly teared at the ending. it was just disheartening for me. to watch what i had to see.(no spoilers too bad. click here for them) since young, i get very emotional when things happen be it good or bad. when i cried, i was kinda made fun by my mom and elder sister.

since then, i realised that for a guy to cry or rather as i put it, release forlorn emotions would be "wrong". so i cover things up and i believe i'm pretty good at them. i use humour to cover lots of things up.

many times, inside of me hurts so bad that i wished i was gone but no one knows because i use humour to cover what i'm feeling inside up. call it bad, call it good. one good thing came out of this, i deal with things much easier. i'm my own therapist.

sure, everyone's been through shit but how many can say that they managed to come back up all by themselves? for those who can i salute you, for those who can't God bless you.

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